. ."HIGH SCHOOL LIFE is meant of our memories gestures..a thing that we don't want to end up..yes it's true,HIGH SCHOOL LIFE that you found the happiness and excitement pleasures exists..a lifestyle that you almost say's I LOVE MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE.,and YES IM FINALLY IN LOVE..

and ob-course we can't pretend the MEMORY of FIRST:)

..FIRST LOVE

..FIRST KISS

..FIRST ROMANCE

..FIRST BOYFRIEND

..FIRST TRUELOVE

..FIRST CRUSH

..FIRST DANCE

..FIRST APPROACHMENT BY THE CAMPUS and

..FIRST TIME YOU'D HURT BY SOMEONE YOU REALLY LOVE:)

those first are forever our FIRST..

..first time,of everything we does,that we hadn't forget it..right???

..those first are still our memories belongs to our JOYOUS and HAPPINESS memory..it takes longer and years passed by before you forget those first ..

"when i was in high school I've started to felt being independent with my families affection..it was my first time to be alone ,not by my friends but on my past primary life..finally i can do what i wanted to do without my families guidance and corrections my errors..i do found my friendships groups as well and times goes by it builds into a strong friends relationship and that time I've met my Best Friend's of my life..were just easily click by one another maybe because were having the same mood in terms of attitude speaking..were almost PERFECT MATCH as what somebody say's..

she never against me for everything i want...

and i do the same way too...that's why we easily build better companionship to each other...

..I can't never explain how i really missed my HIGH SCHOOL friends and classmates.. every time i felt alone and empty,tears suddenly falls down from my eyes..maybe because of those happy memories that still intact on my mind..happy moments when im with my friends company.those funny jokes we had,crack trips that we'd do almost everyday,bonding with friends under the bench tree..

(haist..kakamis talaga)..hope i could turn back the time past..

even for just one day, to experienced my beautiful high school life days again.

and now when i'm finally in my college life,yet it seems me happy too, but no one can ever compare how happy i am when i was in high school..

although some of my friends are too busy for there own lives,some of them were at the far places:)

.by this time im trying to find ways in order for me to see and have bonding with my high school families, even though im quite busy on my studies and work as well,yet i still have time to spend my extra time to them,to be REUNITED AGAIN!!

I MISSED MY ACACIAN FAMILY:)

..i love you all:)

"why everything's in the world was so complicated??


..why?why?why?
..some say's its a part of life,in order for you to strive hard..
..some say's its a matter of confusion to explored how you handle it well..
.some say's it your CHOICE to be with..
and some say's its all your DESTINY to be handled.


..but for me..everything becomes complicated because of GOD's WILL..
you learn to be strong,to fight.to struggled.to attain and to inspire as well..
.being a woman,simple lifestyle will do..you survive for it and you learn it does..
a woman who lean's for the glossy and shining lifestyle are those who are lucky enough having it.
maybe because they get everything they wanted..
but they become complicated sometimes it is also because,they hav'nt something they want but they can't reach it..
like FAMILIES LOVE..
money are there.but how about LOVE??are they have sufficient love from there families?
it seem's complicated due to i admit that not all people are ferfectly created by god..he tried to understand something an closures to our mind that makes us bother all the time,but i agreed that he supposed to give us trials and sufferings in order for us to determined WHAT MAKES US WEAK???


..every time we failed we simply admit it right?
.every time we falls down we'd just simply put ourselves downier..
.and we always asking god WHY?and WHAT's WRONG?right???
..have you ever think that god's love us??? that god' is good???
i think we didn't know that..
because as we'd receive failures,we always BLAME god for it.
we'd didn't almost think that god doesn't want see us LONELY or SAD.
he want's everything PERFECTLY FITTED for our everyday lifestyles..
he want's us to be strong enough to face the reality happening in our LIFE..


HOW DID YOU KNOW THAT??
.because the first thing you almost prioritized was MONEY..you almost forgot GOD..
you almost neither forgot your family..and that thing god's feel's empty on your side's..
yeah right you had enough and sufficient money to used it,but how about the LOVE's of GOD'?
you should know how to spent your time accordingly to your duties and responsibilities to GOD.
PRAY always..because.......


PRAYER changes things,
WORRY changes nothing.
so instead of worrying bout what you can't do,think of what GOD can do for you..
RELAX and LET GOD TAKE CONTROL:)




..it sound's COMPLICATED because of US,because of our CHOICES and ACCEPTANCE plus of our PRIDE's..












L E S S O N :)

"without GOD were all nothing..so TRY to TRUST him with his GLORY and POWER.."

"try to understand the meaning of PATIENCE.,god give's certain failures in order for you to strive hard and as well as you to BE READY and PREPARE."

"every time we failed try to stand up and continue dreaming,don't lose HOPE god always besides you.."

"S M I L E AND B E H A P P Y"

"Someone say's LOVE IS SWEETER THAN A SECOND TIME AROUND!!but it's better to add LOVE IS A PASSION OF BOTH PARTNER's AFFECTION..mmmpzz . how's affection's started?it starts on the eye to eye contact,it sound's that you have some electrifying felling's that kills your attention to speak,its just that need not to used the mouth instead,but using your eyes that reads something's in your both minds..it's a manner of something's lot of insect's fighting at your hearts..that YOU CAN'T EXPLAIN neither..

..and then,if you were about to start talking at her,no word's comes out from your mouth but the word ILOVE YOU.and I LIKE YOU.a words that brought you much excitement and happiness..a word coming out from his mouth that could take you from within.but.a fact's that this word makes you HURT..and CRY..


not all people are lucky enough to have a HAPPY ENDING STORY at the very end..it's just the god's will to feel you hurts!!!!because it takes a thousands sweet efforts to build a great relationships..yet one stupid error can destroy everything you have started..one thing to be get involved don't give your full trusts and love to your love one's in order for you to have a moving on desired at the end of hurtfull story . .and dont be afraid having BREAK UP..at that point you've proved to yourselves and to anyone that you are a strong woman to face the reality of being inlove..


when the heart is willing to love,it will find a thousand way's to be with you.,but when the heart is unwilling,it will find a thousands excuses to lose you SAD BUT TRUE:)

"id started loving PINK when i was realized that  this is my FASHIONS..
i felt inlove with it.i really love having it.without it im sure my day wasnt be completed at all..this is me..my pink DIARY tells everything my life that rounds it.my life connected my FASHION's..


..here are some of my collection's:

.it seem's that im just a typical simple lady that turns me into one and ADDICTIVE young one:')
i think for that simp,e thing i could say's that PINK is my FASHION..
yes it does more people trying to criticized me for this but i have strong fight to depend it..once you really love  something you should figth and depend for it. .you should know how to make this PERFECTLY FITTED on yourselves especially on your LIFESTYLE:')


.its me MHARLIEJOY the PINKGIRL,who love's PINK a lot:))

"before i was so simple woman when i was in high school, .just to comb my hair with 3o seconds and i finish fixing my self within 2mins. .id go to school for not having put cologne or either powder and lotion..in short i was so LAZY and unpredictable woman. .i do have lots of friends. .and they always told ,that i have to do some changes at all . .not in my physical outlook but to my attitude habbits as well.. sometimes i look at so tumbling and silly evrerytime they attempt to talk to me (i mean boys').. . .i cannot identify myself nor describe the simple woman in highschool . .simple.simple.simple. .that is me:')


:') mmmpzz..LOVE LIFE??
yes i do have:)
:) despites of my imperfections during my high school i still have more friends that really accepts me as who i am:')
and obcourse me my LIL HUBBY who turm y life into REALITY;)
who teach me how beautiful i am:')
hahaha..sounds funny but true,,he teach me to be responsible and he taught me how to carry the situation with my full confidence..
I know how to carry my identity as MARLIEJOY BACANI your truly..




.i started to put make ups,to dress nice and pleasantly to others.
.i started to comb my hair everyday,everynigth and day..
.i started to be proud.
.and i started to LOVE:')




.yes.it does:')


LOVING FOR MYSELF.
thanks for my BESTFRIENDS and FOR HIM as well..










and i could say that its ME.simple girl before BUT later on turn's into YOUNG LADY:')

Someone say's a simple and humbling girl..a funny and charming..

i do have lot's of choices in life..choice to be IN-LOVE and choices to be a good daughter of my father and my mother..my family love's me a lot.although im not perfect..

yeah right.they should accept me im their DAUGHTER hahaha..

well generally speaking i am a HAPPY GO LUCKY girl..

i am 19years old..i was born at Taguig city..

i have my simple lifestyle..

my hobby was sleeping,txting and collecting good friends.(hahaha)

simple young one who had a big ambition in life..who become a secret billioner someday..

i really love music.but the music doesn't love me anymore:)

i love watching tv specially love story and action movie..

i love exploring something makes me curious..

i love doing my DIARY every night before i'd OFF TO BED..

that'is me:)

[..I LOVE EVERYONE WHO LOVE's ME..]