Lunes, Hulyo 18, 2011

[.MY LOVE.]

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone and the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far

Chorus:
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking

I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far

Repeat chorus

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

I'm reaching for a love seem so far

Repeat chorus

[.TO MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND.]

DEAR TO YOU,

I’m apologizing in advance because I screw up a lot. Everyone who ends up getting close to me just leaves after a while. I end up hurting most people and I don’t even realize it. But I hope you’ll come along and change that. I want you to stay with me through everything and not consider leaving. I’ll promise to do the same for you. I just want someone who’ll be there for me and love me more than anyone else.
You will not be “the one”. I’m sorry, but I know this. I know this because I know myself. I know that I am not ready for the one. I have serious issues, serious problems fully loving another person. But know this: you may not be “the one” for me, but not only will you be someone else’s “the one”, but you will help me greatly. If I can commit to you even enough that you fulfill the title of “future boyfriend” then I will have started to change. And you will help me move past all the boundaries and walls that I have put up. So thank you, in advance. I can’t wait for you to get here.
I don’t need you to save me from anything. I don’t need you to be my knight in shining armor. It’s my job to save myself, and my job to take care of myself.

But please, be supportive of me. Please deal with me when I get grumpy. Please don’t ever betray me, or make me lose my trust in you.

Be silly with me, and make me laugh. I will try to make you laugh as well. Share your thoughts, your ideas, your dreams. I will listen and share mine as well. I want you to trust me, because I am here for you. Be my best friend. I will be yours. Please do random things for me that remind me that you’re thinking of me.
Oh, and don’t get creeped out if I do nice things for you and buy random gifts for you just because I’m a girl. :D

I hope you’re a musician, so you can sing sweetly to me. Even if you’re not and are possibly tone deaf, it’s okay. Sing to me anyway. An honest loving song from you is all I really want.
I hope that we listen to a lot of the same music so that we can randomly just sing together. I also can’t wait to hopefully go to shows with you. I’m sure you’ll be passionate about something whether it be music, video games, comics, etc. and I really hope you just ramble about them so I can get to know the things you love. I can’t wait to laugh about nothing and be on the same page. I hope that it’s everything we are both hoping for it to be. I can’t wait to kiss you and hold your hand. I can’t wait to enjoy the little things with you.

LOVE,

Me:))

(notestomyfutureboyfriend.com)

[.BREAK UP WITH MY BOY.]


(from the BREAK UP POEMS.or poemofqoutes.com)


Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? Break ups are never easy, but writing break up poems does help.



Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.

All of us have had a broken heart. Even if it was a childhood sweetheart who left you for another boy who gave her a lollipop or a ten year marriage ended by adultery.


"I don't really want to say goodbye 
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever
What we had was Deep down from our hearts
But now
I have to go away
And leave you from my heart"
I thought I finally received a break 
Only to see the sun fall will not see 
what they longed to see My lips will not taste
what they longed to taste life have to be like this Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss!!!
When love has come But soon is gone It begs 
Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity
The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds Something we could ponder
But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing
Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain
For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent.

Miyerkules, Hulyo 13, 2011

[.WHO IS MY CRUSH.]

WHAT IS CRUSH?
-->someone say's its PAGHANGA:)
-->someone say's its label of both affection:)
-->but for me crush is something can express feelings to the people you admire most:))

Love can sometimes be a hidden feeling and one may not want to express it. Secret crush are a special way of expressing love in your first crush. The first time you see someone you fall in love that would be your first crush. Love should not be kept as a secret or else your true feelings will not be expressed and you would not feel your heart to be light. Secret crush love poems when expressed give a great feeling to the heart. So express love and don't keep it a secret anymore.


"HE lift my mood every time i saw him:)
He is cute,charming face,having a white complexion and he is so gentleman:)
First time i saw him ,i felt normal in the first place..i ignore him,but deep inside something unusual that i couldn't explain it..maybe because i admire his beauty inside and out..
he was quite that time,sitting on his chair behind my back..
i always tend to see him in "pasulyap-sulyap" way..
i always want to see him smiling..those smiles that attract me most:)

Funny thing about it,is that i didn't care enough how silly i am when i am with him,i can't act like normal or even speak nice words to him:) i always found myself seeing him secretly..i don't know what does it mean.maybe because i like him, a lot!!! for me every single minutes and hours that we've been together in one room, i felt so much happy and excited,although he didn't gave me special attention:)
i mean his attention were just an ordinary attention that he gave to everyone who needs his help..
hahahah..what i'm trying to impart is that.to those who have confronts,technical problems and even in everything regarding for the error ,you can see and ask him for this..
he is a hardworking man..
a nice man i think;)
he is a gentleman:)
he looks like genius:)

he is not an ordinary man for me!

(PERO)
"masasabi ko nalang na ako ay nasa kailaliman pa ng aking panaginip,alam kong hanggang pangarap nalang ang lahat ng ito..i know it ends up sooner or later.and that simple attraction of mine keeps forever secretly..sino ba naman ako compare to others,they had the potential,and the confidence that i don't have..sino ba naman ang papansin sakin? eh napapansin lang nila ang lahat ng katangahan ko!! i might be careless at all times but i assure everyone that i do have my sense to fall in love with someone else ,even without knowing my feelings to him,i can hide it :(


another thing..
i call him "MR. CUTE-FACE"
i admire him its true,but i didn't even know his name for now!!!
i didn't have the strength to ask nor questions about his name,
enough for me to see him twice a week, smiling at me ,and drop some stolen smiles and shots!
enough for me to see his red lips smiling;)

A SHORT POEM FOR YOU:)
I think about you day after day,
sometimes, I even plan out what I will say.
You have no idea; you have no clue,
just how much I think of you.
I remember the time, I remember the day,
I had no idea what I was going to say.
I remember getting lost while staring into your eyes;
once had a secret crush
People say it must be lust,
This man is so kind
He will really blow your mind
This crush just won't leave me
Maybe one day, the feelings will be free:)

"YOU MADE ME STRONGER BY BREAKING MY HEART"





FROM:(Regine Velásquez) (courtesy of YOU TUBE:)
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/regine-velasquez-lyrics/you-made-me-stronger-lyrics.html)


LYRICS:))
"is it hard to believe im ok
after all its been awhile since u walked away
i'm way past crying
over u finding someone new
u turned my days into nights
but now i see the light
and this maybe the big surprise to u


but/coz uve made me stronger by breaking my heart
u ended my life and made a better one start
uve taught me everything from falling in love
to letting go of a lie
yes uve made me stronger, baby, bye saying goodbye
if u try to believe im not over you

go ahead, theres nothing wrong with making beleive
i know, coz i used to pretend youll come back to me
but time has been such a good friend
brought me to my senses again
and i have u to thank
for setting me free


think again
dont feel sorry for me, my friend
ooohh....dont u know, im not the one of the losing end **


but/coz uve made me stronger by breaking my heart
u ended my life and made a better one start
uve taught me everything from falling in love
to letting go of a lie
yes uve made me stronger, baby, bye saying goodbye
if u try to believe im not over you


but/coz uve made me stronger by breaking my heart
u ended my life and made a better one start
uve taught me everything from falling in love
to letting go of a lie
yes uve made me stronger, baby, bye saying goodbye
if u try to believe im not over you
you've made me stronger, baby, by saying goodbye:((

Lunes, Hulyo 11, 2011

[.LOVE CONQUERS ALL.]


''EVERY PERSON'S DESERVES TO BE LOVED"

"As love is a special feeling's that only one can person's can give! it is a powerful thing that could make your mind flexible to think and teach you how to be more strong enough to face the reality of being in love:)
as time's goes by every person deserve's to be love by someone who is deserving enough to love back..Trials and struggles are the key to have a strong relationship's.sometimes you were not think the possible happening that may come when you fell in love by someone..but you just have to admit the assurance that LOVE is said to be the hardness part of your life,you just need to act by,and not be affected when we got HURT:)

i have a short description's about love ,on how she conquers love after all the judgement's and criticized by the people around..


"i have my good friend,she was beautiful,charming,sexy,fair complexion ,friendly and last she was serious when it comes to LOVE..in her side every single word is important she was said to be the unlucky girl,according to her..
she has no serious partner before,she was always taken for granted by the people she loved most.sad to say but its true....

BUT NOT ALL THE TIME...... because now i can say that she was finally found her PRINCE CHARMING in WONDERLAND and NIGHT SHINING ARMOR in FANTASY..

I am amazed and happy to see my friend with a glowing eyes..because of the kind of relationship she has today..I've said that because i have witnessed the trials and challenge she had encountered.Fighting for her love to that man and struggling just to achieve the acceptance of her family, especially her mother.

The man who taken her for granted in their first relationship and now treating her as if she's the only girl in the world,which make me feel that finally she got what she deserves to have.I am amazed of their going strong relationship because i can see how protective they are to each other.And seeing them happy with each others company and making every moment special despites of their age gap and criticizing of the people around..

"I BELIEVE THAT THE TIME HAS FINALLY COME FOR ME TO SAY THAT THEY HAD ACHIEVED THE BLESSING'S OF BOTH FAMILY AND GOD:)

"AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER:)

Biyernes, Hulyo 8, 2011

[.FAMILY's AFFECTION.]


"MY FAMILY PICTURE"
"every time you got hurt you'd almost come to your mama or even your papa to comfort you right?
you almost trust them that they're always comfort you every time and then you get hurt..
..not only getting hurt but those happiness we felt by too..
they never leave us hurt and alone..they never against us for whatever we do..
they always give whatever we want as long as they can..
those things are made and brought to us by our PARENT's..

but..
what if???


..you don't have the parent's who been guided you for so long?
i mean.,one of them are not active by now???

yes its true i don't have my papa who was by my side for so long,but i assure anyone that i have my mama,ate lyn ,ate jen and my jolly bibo brother and cute baby sister..

..who can say that this family wasn't have complete relationship's in terms of families mentioned?i know somehow there is wondering was involved nor doubtness but i never denied it,yes i do!!
i came from BROKEN FAMILY.and i know its exist this certain relationships to several families by now..
i don't know what's the reason of this but maybe because they had the serious explanation why is it happening..
.I never blame mama or even papa for having a broken family relationships..
but every time i remember the happy and loving family before,i can't stop my tears falling from my eyes..although it seem's so neglected by myself thinking of this but still i tried to have the strong fight to face it,i can't blame papa for this,but for the sake of my mama quietness i never tried to ask them nor wonder..for all sakes i should accept the fact and face the reality issue of life..
you should have the capabilities to interact and respond the situations which is happening by now..
i always ask myself what kind of consequences is this,and what should i do to solve this?
god knows my weaknesses..
and that is my FAMILY's AFFECTION..i really love my entire family..i don't want to see them hurting..as long as i can ,ill always protecting them by the people strangers..


and now?
although it's not been settled yet,i'm so thankful having my families guidance and affections.
to have there supportive behavior.kindness and understanding..
thank also to my beloved and non-stop supportive sister,she give anything we want,it may be pleasures as well. .
she'll do anything for the sake of her family..
she's so nice ,humble and so much love her younger sisters..
i idolized her much..she never disappoint us in everything,even in financial terms..
thank you so much ate lyn for having a good heart with us,were so blessed of having sister like you..

(FIRST)
,thank you so much mama for everything you help,for giving advice,for sending me to school and for giving me whatever i want..
and i'm so proud of having my mama like her,she's one of a kind..
my mama is a strong woman who have a fighting spirit to face the reality of moving on and look forward..she never leave's us in times of up's and down..she always hold our hand saying's "everything will be fine trust me i'll never leave you promise"
a simple word's of wisdom that makes you strong and trust..
a word that keeps you up and forward.
a word that simply say's its all about your choices to trust and not the options to hold back..
ILOVEYOUMAMA..


(LASTLY)
,i really love my papa too..
despites of all he does still i love him and i'm willing to accept him again..
despites of all he never give up his children's..
despites of all he never cut his support on us..
he never forget us ,instead he was so proud of having us.
i felt that were important to him because of what he does..
he never give up!!!!\
he is one of a kind..
he is my papa..
and i'm so proud of him:)
ILOVEYOUPAPA..



"ILOVEYOUPAPAMAMA.YOU ARE MY STRENGTH AND HAPPINESS"

.LOVEJOY.

Lunes, Hulyo 4, 2011

[.MY BEST FRIEND OF MINE.]

"YOU AND ME FOREVER:)


"LIFE is not complete without those person's who gives love and comfort.

"LIFE would be empty if there are no FRIENDSHIP's to lean on..

"LIFE is full of privileged to the friends we love most:)

and

LIFE is full of surprises.As we all know it is meant to be as more exciting and fun if there are people around us who shares there time and love, not just our family and special someone but the one whom we call FRIEND..

In my 19th years of existence, I can say i didn't only have 19 friends but more than that i had a lot of whom i can say I had the right truck when i accepted them in my life..But those friends were just the people around me who once shared great moment with me.what made me to be thankful and great full is that i had the BEST of the BEST FRIENDS in the world..Through ups and downs she never leave me instead she taught me if what does a true friends means..

Having a friend is not just an ordinary feelings but a blessings that no one can ever replace or even a material can't be.A person's who will always be there for us to be stronger despite of all trials that we may encounter ..its a vice versa process that we should also do our part to prove that we are worthy for the goodness they being shared to us.Because a friend is a gift from god who deserves respect's and consideration's as well..

As we all say ,GIVE YOUR ENEMY A HUNDRED CHANCES TO BECOME YOUR FRIEND's ,BUT NEVER GIVE YOUR FRIENDS A SINGLE CHANCES TO BECOME YOUR ENEMY..
a li'l realization that make's us to think!!!


"LOVE YOUR Best Friend ..AN IRREPLACEABLE ONE:) "