"MY FAMILY PICTURE"
"every time you got hurt you'd almost come to your mama or even your papa to comfort you right?
you almost trust them that they're always comfort you every time and then you get hurt..
..not only getting hurt but those happiness we felt by too..
they never leave us hurt and alone..they never against us for whatever we do..
they always give whatever we want as long as they can..
those things are made and brought to us by our PARENT's..
but..
what if???
..you don't have the parent's who been guided you for so long?
i mean.,one of them are not active by now???
yes its true i don't have my papa who was by my side for so long,but i assure anyone that i have my mama,ate lyn ,ate jen and my jolly bibo brother and cute baby sister..
..who can say that this family wasn't have complete relationship's in terms of families mentioned?i know somehow there is wondering was involved nor doubtness but i never denied it,yes i do!!
i came from BROKEN FAMILY.and i know its exist this certain relationships to several families by now..
i don't know what's the reason of this but maybe because they had the serious explanation why is it happening..
.I never blame mama or even papa for having a broken family relationships..
but every time i remember the happy and loving family before,i can't stop my tears falling from my eyes..although it seem's so neglected by myself thinking of this but still i tried to have the strong fight to face it,i can't blame papa for this,but for the sake of my mama quietness i never tried to ask them nor wonder..for all sakes i should accept the fact and face the reality issue of life..
you should have the capabilities to interact and respond the situations which is happening by now..
i always ask myself what kind of consequences is this,and what should i do to solve this?
god knows my weaknesses..
and that is my FAMILY's AFFECTION..i really love my entire family..i don't want to see them hurting..as long as i can ,ill always protecting them by the people strangers..
and now?
although it's not been settled yet,i'm so thankful having my families guidance and affections.
to have there supportive behavior.kindness and understanding..
thank also to my beloved and non-stop supportive sister,she give anything we want,it may be pleasures as well. .
she'll do anything for the sake of her family..
she's so nice ,humble and so much love her younger sisters..
i idolized her much..she never disappoint us in everything,even in financial terms..
thank you so much ate lyn for having a good heart with us,were so blessed of having sister like you..
(FIRST)
,thank you so much mama for everything you help,for giving advice,for sending me to school and for giving me whatever i want..
and i'm so proud of having my mama like her,she's one of a kind..
my mama is a strong woman who have a fighting spirit to face the reality of moving on and look forward..she never leave's us in times of up's and down..she always hold our hand saying's "everything will be fine trust me i'll never leave you promise"
a simple word's of wisdom that makes you strong and trust..
a word that keeps you up and forward.
a word that simply say's its all about your choices to trust and not the options to hold back..
ILOVEYOUMAMA..
(LASTLY)
,i really love my papa too..
despites of all he does still i love him and i'm willing to accept him again..
despites of all he never give up his children's..
despites of all he never cut his support on us..
he never forget us ,instead he was so proud of having us.
i felt that were important to him because of what he does..
he never give up!!!!\
he is one of a kind..
he is my papa..
and i'm so proud of him:)
ILOVEYOUPAPA..
"ILOVEYOUPAPAMAMA.YOU ARE MY STRENGTH AND HAPPINESS"
.LOVEJOY.